NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! and YEEEEEEEEEEES at the same time! When I read this news on Asianfanatics that my husband Siwon is going to be the new model for Bench I just about died. I’m so happy that we’ll get to see more of him modeling, but wahhhhh I wish I was in the Philippines right about now. To top it off, he gets to meet KC Concepcion…that’s my cousins ‘girlfriend’ ahaha. Ironic. My cousin loves KC Concepcion and I am practically (in my fantasy) married to Siwon. T__T Anyways, I’m still recovering from my near death experience after reading this news hahaha. I spaz too much, but what can I do? The man is gorgeous, chocolate abs, great smile and all…
I’ve recently caught the Gakuen Alice craze and I’m in desperate need for someone to lead me to the whereabouts of ang manga scans that has been translated…It’s really hard to find. I mean the chapters folloing Chapter 56. So if you have any links could you kindly message me? hehe The anime is addicting, at first glance the anime is much more that you bargained for..It’s so much better! So if you’re looking for some lighthearted romance and Comedy this anime should be right for you.
Its a different height of hotness! SujuM boys and Fahrenheit is love! I can die happy. hahah Now if all 13 members of the original Super Junior were to be in the same pix as well..wow my life is sooo over!
Right. My family is totally messed up. I’m so depressed because of them. They are the root of all things miserable in my life. Why do we need extended family for? I’ve no need for them and obviously they have no need for me either. I’m so sick of it. Sick of all the fights, the drama, the yelling and screaming, snobbing, and especially the insults. whatever, no one reads this stuff anyway.
I’ve been needing someone to lend me their ear. I want to just spill it all out, all my frustrations and all my sadness. But who would listen? Everybody’s got their own cross to bear. I don’t want to feel insecure, but at the same time there’s always that someone in my life that keeps bringing me down. Though it may be unintentional, I’ve come to hate him so much that to this day I have not let the feeling go. How could I bear such a grudge? I’ve held it ever since Friday. The hatred grows each passing moment and its as if its engulfing me because there’s nothing else I could think about. When I’m not preoccupied, I remember the things he said to me…all the insults that pierced me right through. My ego had been crushed and my pride at its all time low. What have I got going for me? I have no one that really wants to listen. Isn’t it normal for a human being to crave for attention? To want to have someone to rely on? It’s as if I’ve lost all that, I’ve got nothing to cling to but at the same time I want to do so many things. All these feelings hold me back. I wish I was cold hearted. I wish I didn’t feel a thing for anyone or anything so that I could get by life swiftly. If I get hurt I won’t feel it. If the sun is shining brightly up in the sky, and the sky is clear I wouldn’t care because I wouldn’t feel a thing. Emotions bring you down does it not?
I’ve stressed about this matter far too long, how come I can’t let it go? What does one do?
I hate him. I dislike my family. He thinks he’s so smart that he can step on people’s feelings without feeling guilty. Just because he’s smart doesn’t mean everyone around him is stupid. I hate him. I use this word with passion. I shouldn’t but in this case I would. Life is short and I’m making use of mine to fully hate. Call me hateful but that’s all I got going for me. I have to move on. I will ignore him and I will regard him as a stranger. I will not consider him a family. We may share the same genes, have the same blood running through our veins, but I will never call you family again. I told you once before that I can hold a grudge. I keep that promise and I will keep this grudge until the day I die.
HAHA I know a lot of people have posted it, but I want to post it again just because. I’m so happy here it is watch:
I honestly, to all those opposed to SujuM give me a break! Have you seen this MV? I gotta say I like this version much better just because vocaly its stronger and they added that Henry touch to it…the violin parts were amazing! WOOT! I am so proud of Henry and part of the reason being he’s also Canadian like me. Anyway the guys are handsome and it never ceases to amaze me how good Kyuhyun is. I just adore is vocal prowess..hahah. If that even made sense. So thumbs up, because Hangeng looked absolutely amazing so does Donghae, and OF COURSE Siwonie love and, Ryewok. The other guy looks like Siwon a little but so in no time I will get to know him just as I have gotten to know Super Junior. I can’t wait for their actual album, I want to see what they come up and if it sounds anything similar to their Korean counterpart. Anyways I shall look for SJM pix for future photospamming.
Here’s my new blog layout, and new blog header. It’s BigBang since I really like them these days. My blog title is “&Something like that” because I like to talk about random stuff. My computer is finally fixed, so I have my Photoshop again, I can make beatiful fangirl stuff. yay!
I’ll make more, in wallpaper mode for others to enjoy. But yah, I like the outcome of this one. It’s very simple and yet it gives me that &something like that feel to my blog. hahaha. LoVe.
