Family Drama. &Something like that

Right. My family is totally messed up. I’m so depressed because of them. They are the root of all things miserable in my life. Why do we need extended family for? I’ve no need for them and obviously they have no need for me either. I’m so sick of it. Sick of all the fights, the drama, the yelling and screaming, snobbing, and especially the insults. whatever, no one reads this stuff anyway.

I’ve been needing someone to lend me their ear. I want to just spill it all out, all my frustrations and all my sadness. But who would listen? Everybody’s got their own cross to bear. I don’t want to feel insecure, but at the same time there’s always that someone in my life that keeps bringing me down. Though it may be unintentional, I’ve come to hate him so much that to this day I have not let the feeling go. How could I bear such a grudge? I’ve held it ever since Friday. The hatred grows each passing moment and its as if its engulfing me because there’s nothing else I could think about. When I’m not preoccupied, I remember the things he said to me…all the insults that pierced me right through. My ego had been crushed and my pride at its all time low. What have I got going for me? I have no one that really wants to listen. Isn’t it normal for a human being to crave for attention? To want to have someone to rely on? It’s as if I’ve lost all that, I’ve got nothing to cling to but at the same time I want to do so many things. All these feelings hold me back. I wish I was cold hearted. I wish I didn’t feel a thing for anyone or anything so that I could get by life swiftly. If I get hurt I won’t feel it. If the sun is shining brightly up in the sky, and the sky is clear I wouldn’t care because I wouldn’t feel a thing. Emotions bring you down does it not?

I’ve stressed about this matter far too long, how come I can’t let it go? What does one do?

I hate him. I dislike my family. He thinks he’s so smart that he can step on people’s feelings without feeling guilty. Just because he’s smart doesn’t mean everyone around him is stupid. I hate him. I use this word with passion. I shouldn’t but in this case I would. Life is short and I’m making use of mine to fully hate. Call me hateful but that’s all I got going for me. I have to move on. I will ignore him and I will regard him as a stranger. I will not consider him a family. We may share the same genes, have the same blood running through our veins, but I will never call you family again. I told you once before that I can hold a grudge. I keep that promise and I will keep this grudge until the day I die.

-Story written by bananadotink

Yes its a story…sad no?

Chicken’s are going to take UVER the world.

This was a blog that I posted on facebook. I wanted to post this because I think its so random that you too would think about it and ponder and wonder. It’s pretty much a short-term paranoia I had a while back. Seems pretty pointless now, but I’d like peoples thought on it. Because I’m simply not educated on this topic well enough. OH and yes, I do eat chicken now.

 Posted: October 24/2007

I had a sudden epiphany…

I came home from work thinking there will be food waiting for me. As always, my grandma would have something prepared…of course I’d have to help myself because …. who would really.

My Grandma made Tinola (chicken soup with papaya) and Arozcaldo (Lugaw) or rice pudding (ish). So there I was eating with my aunt and I noticed that the color of the chicken was red(ish), I asked my aunt (and inang) what that meant and they said “…if its red, it means the chicken is not fresh.”

That’s disgusting right??? That chicken was from Oceans (the new store on 410 and hwy 7) not the ocean…silly.

So I’m gonna ask you a question. Have you ever thought about how much poultry we consume?? Or how many pigs we slaughter for bacon?? Or how about beef for steaks? Actually I assume that each family would consume about 2 chickens a day (per household) ON AVERAGE, multiply that to the population of the world…HOW IN THE WORLD DO YOU PRODUCE SUCH AMOUNT OF CHICKEN IN A DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am amazed that people don’t actually think about this…I feel kind of sick…hahha…So I’m going to turn to fruits and vegetables and fishes as my main diet…because you never know how those chicken came about…

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I did some research…although it is not an extreme research where I go around looking for scholarly papers…but a general research just to get a general idea of what I am talking about…because I’m really curious as to what I’ve been stuffing my face with.

So…apparantly there are about 196 registered Chicken processing plants IN Canada alone…Even if the other side of the world produces half of the chicken we consume…how do you get the same amount of chickens by the next day??? I mean there are freaking hundred’s of food establishments that serve meat and let’s be honest, we all eat meat and even if you don’t…you must have had it at least once (That goes for you vegetarians *cough* amandeep hehehehe) Those agriculturalist are putting those roosters to hard labour man!
Honestly…

My aunt told me that about 3000 pigs are slaughtered in one day…for meat food proccesing…sick no? ack…it reminds of Lord of the Flies all of a sudden…I think that we’re savages. We are savage people and nothing can hold us back…from eating meat!! Let’s cut down on the meat consumption and let the poor animals mature and develop normally…

Here’s another data that you should really think about…In 2005 the slaughter of chicken were high close to about 89 million KG!!!!! I have no idea how much chicken that is….if you figure it out…tell me. Anyway…since the demand for meat is SOOO High, it dramatically changes how factories select chickens for consumption…that means…instead of mature chicken, they KATAY KATAY (slaughter) younger chickens….hmmmmmmmmmm…yep, that would explain why KFC chickens are so damn malnourished, they’re not given enough time to be fat…geez Meat of the bones people, that’s what we want!! haha ( I am a reformed meat eater…I have converted to vegetables and beans…hahah!!)

Oh and…we’re not really helping ourselves either because, chicken is a good source of protein, so are the eggs that they lay…so if the chickens are malnourished how do you think that affects us??

…I’m not saying KFC is bad,…they’re chicken is damn good, but they’re so greasy…

Anyway, in 2007 the average of chicken consumption is 87lbs per person, 66lbs for beef, and 55 for pork…I didn’t include other meat products…but that’s beside the point.

I’ve shared some facts that I found interesting, I hope you enjoyed…hahah it was fun looking it up, but I think I’m going to try not eating meat for a while..it kind of makes me sick now…I don’t even know how they can make so much chicken in one day…imagine??? Millions of chicken…theres about a billion of us living on earth!! HOW HOW HOW do you feed that many people when WE consume meat on a daily basis…how?! My family eats chicken all the time, and we never seem to run out of chicken…ever….never ever….EVER!

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